Supposed

I'm supposed to be this
I'm supposed to be that
Without you I am
Nothing
Ashamed
Alone
Dirty
And used

When I'm supposed to be strong
I fall all apart
I'm supposed to be this
I'm supposed to be that
Without you I am
Lost
Weary
Blind
Hurt
And full of pain

Save me oh Lord
Save me oh Lord
Oh Save this broken soul

Full of pain
Full of shame
Without you Lord
I have all the blame

You took it all
All upon you
Because you loved me
Not that I loved you

Thank you
Thank you
Thank you

For loving me
In a world
That cannot
Truly see
What I'm supposed to be
Help me see what
I am supposed to be

Make Me Whole

The beginning of the day is breaking
Inside my heart there is no mistaking

He is for us, his love is through us

Along this path there is another way
Instead of this life of ruin and decay

His love is stronger, in him is power

Oh Lord take my soul
Lead me across
This valley
I built myself
Take my soul
and
Make it whole

Returning broken goods to the sender
Getting a holy healing from my mender

He fixes us, his love repairs us

I cannot keep all this hid anymore

Upon My Own Strength

I will not sink with this ship
current won't take me down
Never been my battle to win
Only my very own to loose

Upon my own strength
I am unable
To stay here
Upon my own strength
I am unable
To survive
Upon your strength
I am alive
I am alive

I once refused to fall all apart
Pretending to have a control
Sadly inward happy outward
Starting to sink and letting go

Never been my battle to win
Only my very own to loose

Upon my own strength
I am unable
To stay here
Upon my own strength
I am unable
To survive
Upon your strength
I am alive
I am alive

Never been my battle to win
Only my very own to loose

I am alive
I am alive
Upon your strength
I am alive

When I Wake Up

When I wake up will I be in California
Opening my eyes to a new life or
Will I wake up from this dream and
Remain empty handed instead

Life can be a challenge
Drifting at times away at sea
The storms are a brewing
I know I cannot save me

When I wake up will I be in California
Opening my eyes to a new life or
Will I wake up from this dream and
Remain empty handed instead

My how times are tough
Falling down to my knees
The emptiness is a brewing
I know I cannot fix me

When I wake up will I be in California
Opening my eyes to a new life or
Will I wake up from this dream and
Remain empty handed instead

All Because

This is not forever
This is just today
All because of
The stone was
Rolled away.

Satisfied

I want to be in God's will
Because that is where
I'll only be satisfied

Hope is Coming Down

Life seems bleak and cold
Like a long dark winters day
Searching but nothing to hold

But I feel hope reaching down
Reaching down for me, for me
Hope is coming, hope is coming
Hope is coming down tomorrow

You Took It All Away

So tired and weary
Feeling all alone

Lost in denial
Trying to escape

Forgetting answers
Misery and pain

You took it all away
You took it all away

Struggle within me
Wanting to survive

Lost in the fog
Hope fading away

Can not escape
Can not escape

You took it all away
You took it all away

"...our actions should be geared to heal people, not hurt them. We are not islands, complete in ourselves, but oceans washing many shores." - unknown