Supposed

I'm supposed to be this
I'm supposed to be that
Without you I am
Nothing
Ashamed
Alone
Dirty
And used

When I'm supposed to be strong
I fall all apart
I'm supposed to be this
I'm supposed to be that
Without you I am
Lost
Weary
Blind
Hurt
And full of pain

Save me oh Lord
Save me oh Lord
Oh Save this broken soul

Full of pain
Full of shame
Without you Lord
I have all the blame

You took it all
All upon you
Because you loved me
Not that I loved you

Thank you
Thank you
Thank you

For loving me
In a world
That cannot
Truly see
What I'm supposed to be
Help me see what
I am supposed to be

When I Wake Up

When I wake up will I be in California
Opening my eyes to a new life or
Will I wake up from this dream and
Remain empty handed instead

Life can be a challenge
Drifting at times away at sea
The storms are a brewing
I know I cannot save me

When I wake up will I be in California
Opening my eyes to a new life or
Will I wake up from this dream and
Remain empty handed instead

My how times are tough
Falling down to my knees
The emptiness is a brewing
I know I cannot fix me

When I wake up will I be in California
Opening my eyes to a new life or
Will I wake up from this dream and
Remain empty handed instead

Satisfied

I want to be in God's will
Because that is where
I'll only be satisfied

"...our actions should be geared to heal people, not hurt them. We are not islands, complete in ourselves, but oceans washing many shores." - unknown